Take my hand…

How to add the little bit of personal power to the great plan of the Divine, to make, or help, making the “restoration” of heaven on earth possible?

I’d say that I often asked this question to myself. But I understand that I did not truly do so.

Did you ever ask yourself that question and ended up in more than some nice-sounding words? What is your little part of the big puzzle?

An easy answer is that it really may be in all actions of daily life; Socially acting like “God would in his realm” can only produce more mirror effects of quality-vision within others and ourselves…

And now, while we’re ready to see daily life as happening in such a “living image of heaven”, what is really the single thing we do personally, what is our job? To do the job good that we already do? Is it that simple?

I always think it is more than this. I am not secure how to weave the web that is necessary in making group conscious what will be conscious to all the subconsciously over-convinced rebellion followers. So absent as I feel to them, they are from God. I am one with him, but I do not notice; I loved them so much that I became their mind, and I did not even notice *kiss* …

The more I seem to grow… the less I seem to know…

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Searching for the sharpness of recognition (Follow your heart).

As a developmental soul – a cosmic self-discoverer among a whole ‘fellowship’ of “self-secure” rebellion-victims – one goes through quite some tests. Don’t you think 😉 ?

I think of trying to be social with people whom you can hardly tell, at least not openly and directly, your perception of the world. So, truth and honesty, for a true and honest one, become hidden and seldom. An obscure picture, if you ask me, and why so experiential?

But I know, life is not a movie…

“Before ascending mortals leave the local universe to embark upon their spirit careers, they will be satiated respecting every intellectual, artistic, and social longing or true ambition which ever characterized their mortal or morontia planes of existence. This is the achievement of equality of the satisfaction of self-expression and self-realization but not the attainment of identical experiential status nor the complete obliteration of characteristic individuality in skill, technique, and expression.” (508.3) 44:8.5

So, there is hope for my subtle hungers, which I hardly can express towards a fellow, to find some answers at some time?

(758.5) 67:4.7 The vast majority of all human and superhuman beings who were victims of the Lucifer rebellion on Jerusem and the various misled planets have long since heartily repented of their folly; and we truly believe that all such sincere penitents will in some manner be rehabilitated and restored to some phase of universe service when the Ancients of Days finally complete the adjudication of the affairs of the Satania rebellion, which they have so recently begun.

I do not seem to believe in a human mirror, a simple “tegenover” … I still speak as if I were the only human on the world. How to realize, to meet, to be easy with, people?

(762.3) 67:8.4 If the Lucifer rebellion has handicapped the local system and its fallen worlds, if the loss of this Son and his misled associates has temporarily hampered the progress of the constellation of Norlatiadek, then weigh the effect of the far-flung presentation of the inspiring performance of this one child of nature and his determined band of 143 comrades in standing steadfast for the higher concepts of universe management and administration in the face of such tremendous and adverse pressure exerted by his disloyal superiors. And let me assure you, this has already done more good in the universe of Nebadon and the superuniverse of Orvonton than can ever be outweighed by the sum total of all the evil and sorrow of the Lucifer rebellion.

So, I try to be inspired by something called “impregnable”; By some inner flow of mood towards realizing the “reality” behind the so-appearance of difficulty and loneliness…

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The beginning – going to sleep ;-)

(1208.1) 110:5.2 Man’s dream experiences, that disordered and disconnected parade of the un-co-ordinated sleeping mind, present adequate proof of the failure of the Adjusters to harmonize and associate the divergent factors of the mind of man. The Adjusters simply cannot, in a single lifetime, arbitrarily co-ordinate and synchronize two such unlike and diverse types of thinking as the human and the divine. When they do, as they sometimes have, such souls are translated directly to the mansion worlds without the necessity of passing through the experience of death.

In trying to learn from this quotation, in tuning in to its substance, I am getting rather awake! What a wonderful, thrilling thing to enter such perspectives of self-reflection!

In letting the first lines sound in me, there is resonance when approaching a certain area of “disordered patterns” in myself. The clear line between the human and the divine, as so seldomly (more fully) conscious in us humans, here it is hidden again, in the expression of the/a revelation. Now, can I try to sleep in no confused state of mind at all? Can I fully align with the perception of divinity, in dialogue with the true spirit circuits? My earthly mind does end here: And I feel it to do so. But it is also very clear to me, that these words lead to nowhere when read by most of my fellows. This is the first time where I feel to be a living example of “transcending experience” (almost live, wow), reflecting the processes initiated, maintained and expanded by the effect of revelation.

However 😉 …

In my vision, the human mind is resoluted in the divine mind. To express this within the minds of my brethren, or even my “lower” self of experience, I’d feel like saying … well… it’s awesome… it changes while I try to express. It becomes experience, sensation. That is what I wanted to say: At first it is vision, than it can be expressed as a process from within the true vision cannot seem different from a personal and well-formed perception of a potentially collective reality.

So, what is left of the dream state, within these opening words?

The adjuster is present in the sleep. Aligned with the brain functions of learning on the physical or electro-chemical plane of happening, there is some higher activity of indwelling which seems to be of high importance for us. Is it actually possible to fall asleep in curiosity of how we will commune with the adjuster this night? Can there be positive revelation, encountering of God, fully personal, very fresh and new, and still not too mesmerizing to throw us out of the daily growing process within time?

While I understand the difficulty of that it is not possible for the adjuster “to do all this in one lifetime” I do certainly see that there are different levels of activity or “average” adjuster presence within some or most men or woman. It is possible, even if seldomly seen in the “traditional” image of people on earth, that humans DO encounter the father, and his indweller, very actively or even consciously, compared to fellow humans. Still, this can be very unconcscious, at the very borders of true self-approach in the service for God, compared to possibilities one might have “later in eternity”. Ultimate vocabulary 😉 !

So, it would be up to us – to me, speaking for me, personally – to help the adjuster synchronizing my earth mind with my spirit mind. It is his purpose! Why should my earth mind, which is limited indeed, try to achieve this alone with its limited resources for such a purpose? An easy question, so it seems 😉 … especially for going to bed with it, no?

(1208.2) 110:5.3 During the slumber season the Adjuster attempts to achieve only that which the will of the indwelt personality has previously fully approved by the decisions and choosings which were made during times of fully wakeful consciousness, and which have thereby become lodged in the realms of the supermind, the liaison domain of human and divine interrelationship.

So, some “giving in” seems to be necessary to grow. And, giving in not by decision but by “what one strives to do” … grr, it seems like just putting up a polished face teint is not enough… while I understand, on the first glance, the text cited above really easily, on the second glance I perceive an inside level of information that is deeper than I yet can take in… *letting himself grasp some of this depth* …

Ah… there is a level or plain, an integrative superlayer of perceptible reality which is responsive for true changes in our “lower nature”, in the growing human mind. The active cooperation of the “switching node” beween the potential and the “little” reality is the key zone between enabling or (temporarily) disabling the productive activity of the indweller, the Mystery Monitor. When I have lived a day with high share of divine mind activities, in the night the adjuster can complete the transformation of the “mind resting herein”. Is it so?

What a beautiful “inner location”, the the liaison domain of human and divine interrelationship.

However, it again became clear that the indwelling is dependent on or choosing, on our response to God the Father’s offering of the Adjuster, the “inner voice” that rests in everyone. There is no uncontrolled force claiming rule of our development; It is always us responding to divine or at least quality-promising triggers of some truth-condition and soul-satisfaction.

So, this all is about sleeping? I cannot yet believe it.

(1208.3) 110:5.4 While their mortal hosts are asleep, the Adjusters try to register their creations in the higher levels of the material mind, and some of your grotesque dreams indicate their failure to make efficient contact. The absurdities of dream life not only testify to pressure of unexpressed emotions but also bear witness to the horrible distortion of the representations of the spiritual concepts presented by the Adjusters. Your own passions, urges, and other innate tendencies translate themselves into the picture and substitute their unexpressed desires for the divine messages which the indwellers are endeavoring to put into the psychic records during unconscious sleep.
This revelative information presents the gift, in its absence of expressing what is completed in our understanding, of what our dreams would be like in us, surrendering to the adjusters; more presently fulfilling their mission with our support and permission. I am getting an image which is more clear towards “where to open up inside”; how to be easy, to receive the Adjuster, and how ease feels like…

So, where there is – wether in the dream state or in the daydreams, in vivid phantasies or in the sould deeper emotions and important, sweetly fluid images – an uneasyness, or a hunger not yet aligned with how we perceive and are soothed by, the divine mind, there is still the presence of the Adjuster to be allowed or even invited in. Like a friend that was unseen for long, we could say: Come, and show us the world, as it really is. If you do not know it, whom should we invite to our table? Be you my guest, oh dear.

Well, what a night! What an adventure to go to sleep, what a challenge to collect “dreams” in the time of daylight…

(1208.4) 110:5.5 It is extremely dangerous to postulate as to the Adjuster content of the dream life. The Adjusters do work during sleep, but your ordinary dream experiences are purely physiologic and psychologic phenomena. Likewise, it is hazardous to attempt the differentiation of the Adjusters’ concept registry from the more or less continuous and conscious reception of the dictations of mortal conscience. These are problems which will have to be solved through individual discrimination and personal decision. But a human being would do better to err in rejecting an Adjuster’s expression through believing it to be a purely human experience than to blunder into exalting a reaction of the mortal mind to the sphere of divine dignity. Remember, the influence of a Thought Adjuster is for the most part, though not wholly, a superconscious experience.

This is such an important description and differentiation… how lovely it is written here, how even discernible…

Could I say, the more I surrender to the divine, even, maybe, if I can, to the divine will, the less work an adjuster will have at night? The more I can use sleep for mind, body and soul, to truly relax, to be ready, for the divinity of the next day?

The imagination of that “what needs to be learned” – “is learned” – is amazing in even (“only”) the envisioning of fulfillment… not to talk about its presence…

In reading more about paper 110, in having tried to better understand the meaning of sleep, I ask myself about this plance which is favourable to serve my adjuster, about how to co-create in the matters of balance and tranquility – even when there is such arousal concerning divine – daily – activities on a, officially, still, fallen planet. A planet, however, that, in the backgrounds, is very much enlightened within a conscious universe.

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